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codekadiya 41, Male, Australia - 57 entries

Mar 2011
6:04 PM

i dont know what im doing. i dont know what to make her happy. i dont know whats wrong with me. im sick of this life. gosh i studied so damn much but is this the job i want. im sick of everything. having a huge back pain. i dont know sometimes i cant even stand up. its paining so much i feel like running out of this life. im really fed up god. im really fed up. its so hard for me. i cant do this anymore. now my wife dont even tell what she doing. is this the life i wanted. i dont know. sometimes its so hard to live like this. sometimes i feel left out from the world. wish i can die soon. please jesus take me to ur hand. i cant bare this anymore. im dieing inside.

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swordbearer 70, Male, New York, USA - 21 entries

Mar 2011
9:54 AM CDT

All Those That Wait On The Lord Will Never Be Brought To Shame

I am happier than I have ever been. I have been put through so much trials in my life but God is faithful who will never abandon His child. I have waited and waited for my wife to begin to take God seriously so our marriage and life together can begin to deepen. This has finally happened. I am so grateful to my Lord for finally getting to her heart and letting her know that fighting is not as rewarding as obedience to Him. I learned that lesson a very long time ago. I have been waiting for a wife to be a woman of God. My first wife just thought I was obsessed. Now my lovely spouse is finally becoming that very kind of a person that will be an example to my children and to others for God's glory. I love her so much. I wish I could share these blessings with my sister D but I can't. May God heal that rift as well.

Tags: blessings, happier, trials

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codekadiya 41, Male, Australia - 57 entries

Mar 2011
6:01 PM

leaving to work in some time. i created the fan page for my company and already got 25 fans. now i have to finish the website properly. then i can upload the site and make it a happening one.

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codekadiya 41, Male, Australia - 57 entries

Mar 2011
7:18 PM

came to office today. almost all the websites works are finish. now got a new website. have to work on that later. going home early. then going to Aldi.

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charlax 71, Male, Arizona, USA - 744 entries

Mar 2011
10:10 AM

ici

spent one hour listeing to blue mn group

Tags: ici

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codekadiya 41, Male, Australia - 57 entries

Mar 2011
6:26 PM

going to work in a little while. plumber came and fix the issue in the bathroom. started working with the gym kit. i hope i will continue it and get some results out of it. ayya working today which means have to come home with him. :D

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codekadiya 41, Male, Australia - 57 entries

Mar 2011
7:23 PM

went to the church. then came home. ayya went to uk yesterday night. staying home whole day. bought gel for my back pain. tomorrow have work.

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codekadiya 41, Male, Australia - 57 entries

Mar 2011
7:46 PM

today im at home. woke up at 10 am. going to do some website work. raining heavily. i think it wont stop the whole day. yesturday we won the match with colors.

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WENDYWITCH 58, Female, California, USA - 5 entries

Mar 2011
12:50 PM

YOU CAN CONTROL YOUR OWN DESTINY.

Your FEELINGS, Good or Bad, generate your THOUGHTS, your THOUGHTS, if allowed to become consistant, you will express through your WORDS, your WORDS will then create HABITS, your HABITS, turn into your BELIEF SYSTEM, your BELIEF SYSTEM determines your DAILY CHOICES, your DAILY CHOICES, create your REALITY and your REALITY manifests your DESTINY. Therefore, YOU create your own destiny by the simple feelings and/or thoughts you choose to ALLLOW to take root on a consistant basis. So, you must remember when a negative thought jumps into your head, simply do not allow it to take root. Dismiss it as quickly as possible and then replace it with several positive thoughts. "REMEMBER TO WEED YOUR GARDEN OFTEN AND PLANT MANY FLOWERS."

Tags: DESTINY, IMPROVING YOUR LIFE, LAW OF ATTRACTION, POSITIVE, THOUGHTS

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Racquelc6 47, Female, New York, USA - 28 entries

Mar 2011
8:48 AM CDT

When will it end?

I'm totally bummed. I thought that yesterday evening I had finally gotten my period. But I was deceived. This morning I woke up and it was back to the brown minimal spotting. I want to get my period already! I want to be able to try again! Why can't this spotting just stop and I get my real period already?!
I had the D&C over four weeks ago on Feb 15. It should have stopped by now. It was on Feb 7th that I found out the baby had stopped growing. ENOUGH WITH THE SADNESS!!!!! I want to move on already. Until I can move on I feel like I have something hanging over my head. I don't want to�perseverate on the loss. I want something to look forward to!!!!

Tags: Miscairrage, Sad, TMI

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